Cannot fails

It is funny when one move on from one job to another hoping the load will be lighter, the task will easier to handle. Yet it must have some challenges to enable one to demonstrate his/ her problem solving skills.

Problems are usually unresolve issues from the past catching up on us. It doesn’t mean to be pleasant. So, solving it won’t be a pleasant process as well, especially when the problem is related to living things – HUMAN.

These problem can be easily resolve if you know about it, when it is just a tiny seed growing its first root and stems. It will usually require special attention and time spend together to be able to notice it. Else, it will get big and grow strong like a snowball waiting to overtake and swallow you in pain. That is the most scary “problem”…to me.

Yes, I am currently in one. Painful indeed. I wish I can be a little tough, a little stronger, having a little more courage with a little more wisdom.

I wish I can take the easy way out, yet I am not used to failure.

JP commented, “You cannot accept failure. Rachel Lim must success.”
I reply, “I always fails, but God required me to be excellent!”
JP reply,”Excellent Yes, Perfect No”
*Sight*

I won’t walk away from problem. I don’t usually do. I prefer to see it to past, even if the problem gonna take so much off me. I allowed myself to endure the pain but never walk away.

JP commented, “You are always harsh to self, but forgiving to others.”

Yes, with many holes in my heart, I will press on. Pray for me…will you?

One last day…

I don’t know if I am looking forward to move on, or I am hesitating about the changes. However, I know everything happen for a good reason. We all move on.

There are way too many things I need to do, want to do, have to do, and I am running out of time. I need the changes badly, yet I am afraid of the changes. How confuse, isn’t it?

I know, from the moment I step off from this chair I am sitting on for the past 4+ years (oh…time flies!), everything became merely a memory. I can let go a buffalo of responsibility off my shoulder…and everything there is not longer important.

We all know what the famous quote “half empty or half full”. Everything is just a matter of perception…if I choose to look at the right window (all rosy) or the left (all worries). My only aim now is to lock my head to the right side forcefully until the transition is over.

Moving on, if I have to pick up another set of responsibility, I hope it can be as light as a bird, which is flexible and full of excitement.

Keep me in prayer…would you?

A Celebrity Birthday!

I felt as if I got invited to a celebrity birthday, where every guest there is unique and I can’t wait to know them. They are celebrity in their own ways, a wonderful group of people, shine with unique personality and talent. There’s only one prominent (maybe more, please enlighten me ^_~) similarity we have, we all love the same guy. As the result, we were all there, celebrating his 29 birthday.

Why is he so lovable?

Birthdays aren’t about gifts or candles.

What gift could match the sound of easy laughter and spicy jokes, an entire table of your best friends come to celebrate our friendship together? And while you tell me to make a wish when I blow the candles out, I must confess. I don’t believe in wishing and I don’t believe in wishes coming true.

What I believe in is hope, and the grace of a prayer, a prayer for my dearest friends and all the good to come to you. Be well, everybody. I’m blessed to have you in my life, and if that is one true thing, that is enough.

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This is the reason.