Very* Hardwork

I know the title sound very wrong…and is wrong, but still…this is how I feel at the moment.

End of 2008, early 2009…one common topic most will talk about is the economy situation of the country. You don’t have to be a prophet to know, 2009 is going to be a hard year.

How hard is it? Well, it is subject to the industry you are in and the role you are playing. Anyway, one common ground we all have…spend wisely and don’t lost your job no matter how. So, no matter what challenges you faced in your work…you must persevere.

Having this mentality in mind, I know that I must press-on and continue. But allow me…for once, allow me to be a withdrawer, even when the timing is wrong.

I am not complaining. I just wish I can care less. I wish I can be stronger (2nd time I say this. 1st is here). I want to leave, before they hurt me further.

Since I can’t be hash to people, doesn’t mean I allow others to be hash to me.
Since I am incapable to STEP on others back to survive, doesn’t mean I can’t walk away.

No point to argue who’s right or wrong, but if one is willing or not. I am not willing…not willing to continue. Meanwhile…

Genesis 50:20 (New International Version)
You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives.