Cannot fails

It is funny when one move on from one job to another hoping the load will be lighter, the task will easier to handle. Yet it must have some challenges to enable one to demonstrate his/ her problem solving skills.

Problems are usually unresolve issues from the past catching up on us. It doesn’t mean to be pleasant. So, solving it won’t be a pleasant process as well, especially when the problem is related to living things – HUMAN.

These problem can be easily resolve if you know about it, when it is just a tiny seed growing its first root and stems. It will usually require special attention and time spend together to be able to notice it. Else, it will get big and grow strong like a snowball waiting to overtake and swallow you in pain. That is the most scary “problem”…to me.

Yes, I am currently in one. Painful indeed. I wish I can be a little tough, a little stronger, having a little more courage with a little more wisdom.

I wish I can take the easy way out, yet I am not used to failure.

JP commented, “You cannot accept failure. Rachel Lim must success.”
I reply, “I always fails, but God required me to be excellent!”
JP reply,”Excellent Yes, Perfect No”
*Sight*

I won’t walk away from problem. I don’t usually do. I prefer to see it to past, even if the problem gonna take so much off me. I allowed myself to endure the pain but never walk away.

JP commented, “You are always harsh to self, but forgiving to others.”

Yes, with many holes in my heart, I will press on. Pray for me…will you?